So I skipped a couple of months on the audio blogs because I was putting so much work into the idea of launching the new podcast (which should be Monday). This was the beginning of another pre-show but I had no co-host so I began to ramble about my life, medication, depression, etc.
Forgive me for my faults is a new piece written on 9/26/19 that was sparked as an outlet to an episode of Borderline Personality Disorder. It’s often common for people with personality disorder to deal with false thoughts that are programmed into them.
A short poem about depersonalization. It also speaks to self-hate as well as attempting to over come that by re-uniting with the self.
Fade the shades and lay with me
The light can’t see
Where we are now.
I clutch you, my photograph, tightly
For eight months I took pictures of my grandmother at various events and made her a lovely picture book. Find out why she hates it!
Part two in my exercize log series where I challenge myself to publicly display my health data to encourage myself to become more active!
This is part one in Going with the Flow blog series where I explain my transformation from self-hate to self-love and begin the healing PTSD
This poem is takes dark energy of codependency and drives it to a point of psychosis.